well, since i'm new here, i really don't know what to write in the journal...but i'll try to think up something...
so...i have a half-boyfriend who cheats on me and later he tells that he loves me... I'd leave him a long time ago, but i fell i love with him and now he's making a fool of me whenever he wants to.
We met in October 23. and it was love at first sight..He is so perfect.But inside he's a total jerk.We didn't live in the same town and it was hard to keep that relationship normal.One day, he met my ex boyfriend on the internet and they started to fight over me..After long big fight, he was really angry at me, because I lied to him once.He said that he never wants to see me again and that he don't care if I am coming to his town or not. I cried a lot, and in the evening he called to apologize. Everything was back to normal (at least I thought so.),but it didn't. Everything was different. Two days later he met my best friend, also on the internet, and they started to chat, but he didn't tell me anything about it.In one occasion he told me how cute she was, and I freaked out. I yelled on both of them, and I was angry a couple of days.But they seemed like:"o.k. whatever" and that made me more angry.I couldn't stand that he chose her over ME! I talked to her, and I told her that I'm annoyed by their talk and hanging out together.She also seemed that she didn't care what I'm talking about.We were in a big fight until we solved that out.Than he started to act strange.He wasn't the same, and i knew it was because of her. That day he started to lie, to cheat on me...And I trusted him, because I was naive...We fought more often, and then we broke up the first time. I cried and he was totally cool.Like nothing happened....and I'll continue next time because I'm really tired right now...